while talking to S over late lunch today, a thought sliced through the emotional fog coating the moment.
scenario: someone is about to pull the plug on you. just as the plug is to be pulled, sparks of life course through your veins. then like a power outage, everything is snuffed out as the plug is disconnected from the wall.
parallelism: just when i had made what i thought were essential or fundamental decisions regarding my relationship with cyberspace, the new sparks of realisations were snuffed out.
some things can't be helped. i can understand and respect the decisions and the motivations behind the decisions. life goes on. and in line with the new outlook towards this mundane space of the internet, this can only flow through me and take everything along with it and leave, in the end, only peace and more wisdom.
if something is worth doing, it's worth doing well, baby
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